Wednesday, January 1, 2014

69 days….


“A journey of a thousand miles starts with single step.” The step was taken, the journey is done; this is just a small effort to share the experience.

Day 1 - 16 Oct 2013
Got up early in the morning to catch the morning train to Chennai. The station is 21 km away from home, so that’s going to be a pretty good autorickshaw ride away. Cousins volunteered to drop me to the station; at least I have company till station. Most people are curious as to how am going to do this all alone; I think its something for me also to figure out. On time and on board, it’s after a long gap that I am travelling by a sleeper coach. The train starts, goodbyes and now am off. Allepy-Dhanbad express is thundering down the pristine Kerala countryside. The countryside does look beautiful. I haven’t given due consideration to travelling here in Kerala, someday soon I want to change that. The heat was really getting to me once I crossed over to Tamil Nadu. I had lost the habit of sleeper class travel in India for sure, so it was a welcome refresher. For all the thundering run the train did, it became painfully slow as it got closer to my destination. Stopped for a more than an hour in Avadi for no good reason. I have heard from my dad that, it was his last post when he was in the Air force. Finally at 10.30 pm, Chennai Central.

First time in the town, since it is notorious for over charging autos, prepaid taxi is the choice. After asking for directions from a few CISF jawans I find the taxi counter. For someone who is used to Hindi it’s sure not easy to try and converse in Tamil. Still managed with my broken and bad Tamil. Paid and booked for the cab to airport, they had some weird ways of assigning cabs, so that meant a wait for around 10 mins. Fed the local mosquitoes some fresh blood and off I go. May be the blood tasted too good that some mosquitoes followed me in to the cab, so I did have company other than the driver. So after a smooth ride to airport my next priority was to find a dorm to stay for the night, Rs.400 for a night the manager said. Took it straight away considering the fact that I have no idea when and where I am going to crash over the next 48 hours. Only after I booked I found out that it’s only for transit passengers who are flying in and flying out. Luckily for me they let me stay. Though I had to ask around for directions and went into the wrong places a few times it was all well in the end as the dorms were pretty neat and comfortable. So after a decent first day off to sleep at 12.

Day 2
Day 2 started early at 5 am since I had to get fresh and catch a flight at 8.30. Sleep was just so-so since my subconscious had the flight in mind and kept waking me up at regular intervals. Did the morning chores quickly, one final check of the tickets & docs and off I go. To my surprise a clerical error at the AirAsia end meant that I had a delay of around 20-25 mins. While I was waiting I noticed a co-passenger who was having the same issue having a though time understanding what the guy at the desk was explaining. She was Chinese and spoke only Mandarin. ‘Athithi devo bhava’, so I explained whatever I could with my basic Chinese skills. Since I am going to need it over the next month or more, didn’t loose the chance to brush up my Chinese skills. She was glad to bump into a Chinese speaking Indian (though not fluently). So after the thank you it was time for goodbyes soon. Immigration was quick for a small airport and security was particularly curious of my big boots that they made me take it off and scan them.

Since it was Chennai I thought of some ‘Vada Sambar’ for breakfast. The stuff was running out so quick that by the time I reached in front of the counter he had only 1 left. So it was ‘Vada upma sambar’ :-P
After a call home and a stroll around the rather small and not so crowded Chennai airport I was ready to fly to Hangzhou via KL. Even though the flight is cheap the purchases on board are not, even for bare essentials like water. One starts wishing only if our Rupee would appreciate a bit more, so that travel abroad could be a bit more affordable.

A short flight later, KL. It started off pretty well with a glimpse of a Russian Giant An-124 transport plane on the tarmac. I have heard about this aircraft from my dad as to how gigantic it looks compared to the AN-12’s he used to be on when he was in service. The separate terminal for AirAsia is a smart move, loads of passengers like me flying in and out of KL. They surely have made it more affordable. A quick check in and security check later I was in the AirAsia terminal. Roamed around to change a few Dirhams for Malaysian Ringgit. Admired how valuable the currency is when compared to our poor Rupee, for a country that freed itself around the same time as us. 

AN 124 on the Tarmac in Malaysia

While roaming around the terminal I felt am missing something. “Oh oh! My favourite jacket.” This is not the start I wanted for my trip. Since the terminal was small I roamed around looking for it, but all in vain. Mourning the loss of my favourite jacket and trying hard to let go, I decided to eat something.  May be it’s the food going into my stomach, it suddenly struck me, “Security Check!”, finished the meal quickly and rushed back to security and there it was. A big smile :-D that was a relief; at least I won’t be feeling down for the whole day. Now there was barely any time left to explore the terminal, the final boarding call was given, so off to the gates. Only to realise that it was one of the many final calls to be made, so waited at the gates for almost an hour. It was evident that the flight was headed to China from the demography. After the gates opened up it was a ‘long march’ with comrades through the tarmac to the aircraft. Got on board and settled in my seat next to a young chap and a monk.

It would have been a pretty uneventful flight if it was not for an adamant old man on board. At 6 pm, apparently he was so hungry that he didn’t have to patience to wait for the flight attendants to serve him food. And on top of that on a flight in which no outside food was allowed he made a scene for getting hot water for his instant noodle pack by kneeling down in the aisle and raising his noodle pack over head and begging for hot water. The flight attendants were firm on their stand after a couple of minutes of bickering and confusion some of the fellow passengers convinced him to take a seat. In some countries such an event might have probably grounded the aircraft on account of security risk. After a brief wait, I got something to eat, though they didn’t have what I wanted. No room for complaints on a budget airline. Rest of the flight was smooth.

A glimpse of Full moon 

Touched down in Hangzhou on time. Smooth exit through immigration and custom and stepped out into the chilly Hangzhou night. Took a stroll to reach the domestic terminal, to see an almost abandoned terminal building. Reminded me of a time when I ended up in Palam airport, Delhi, at 2 am in the night. Though this looked much better. To my disappointment there weren’t any dorms or rooms at the airport for transfer passengers except for the few pricey hotels at the airport. But to my pleasant surprise I did see people making plans to crash at the terminal building itself for the night. So I walked around the huge terminal to find a nice quiet spot. Since it was an open terminal building there were ladies walking around trying to convince passengers to take rooms at near by hotels. With a slight concern for the safety of my luggage I started to settle down for the night. After a halfhearted attempt to sleep, I noticed a bunch of foreigners sitting in the corner on some electronic massage chairs. Hoping that the seats would be a bit better I headed there and sat down by keeping my luggage trolley by my side. The seats were comfortable but no sleep again, so I was listening to the chat happening next to me. It didn’t take long; I got introduced to the bunch; so it was an Indian, a Tajik and an Uyghur guy. The Indian guy was from Mumbai so it didn’t take long for us to get along. So he was going on and on about how bad an experience he had in China and so on and so forth. The Tajik guy is a student of Chinese in Xinjiang who was trying to communicate with his rusty English. The Uyghur guy was a quiet listener, but very fluent in English. Just the person I wanted to meet, he was also heading to Urumqi, to meet his girlfriend. We exchanged numbers and he asked me to call him when I get there. A night full of conversations followed, leading into early morning, at 3 am we all decided we would try and get some sleep. By now the fear of loosing my luggage was gone. So settled in my seat to sleep. All I managed was just 2 hours when my neighbor’s snore woke me up. The Tajik who hadn’t shut his eye was just waiting for some company. So there goes my sleep. Another hour went between conversations and dozing off while listening. By then the terminal became a lot more active and reluctantly I woke up. Freshened up in the morning and headed to find our respective check in counters. I was so tired that I needed a strong coffee if I have to stay up, once that was found the conversations were a bit more interesting. The chat went on about sensitive political and economic issues. That’s when I picked up an interesting fact that most Uyghur people find it near impossible to get a passport for themselves. I am not completely surprised considering where I am, but then again it was a bit shocking. Now it’s almost time for the flights so we all said our goodbyes and parted ways.

Day 3
I slept so less that I barely noticed that its day 3 already. Strolled around to find my gate, after some effort I got there well before time. On a domestic flight in China you do find people from all walks of life. The sophisticated businessmen, the stylish young crowd and also some real down to earth people. So as fate would have it, I was seated along with some real interesting characters. They don’t speak a single word of English, their excitement of experiencing the flight gives me an impression that they don’t get to do this often and the good thing is they don’t make any effort to hide it. Which makes them really genuine and original. It leads me to think China is certainly more inclusive than some other countries in some sense. We all board the flight and after a brief stop in Jinan we are back on air heading to Urumqi.

The mind is filled with excitement and anxiety about the unknown and starts praying for a safe trip. As the flight reached closer to Urumqi I realized one thing when I looked down through the window. Nothing can prepare you to the sheer size of the landscapes there, no amount of reading can tell you what it feels like when you see that landscape for the first time.
Now when I see the terrain my mind starts asking me “Do you think you gave it enough time?” then it says, this time you are in it, alone and for real.

Aerial view of Xinjiang landscape

As we were nearing Urumqi the vast nothingness is suddenly replaced by organized stacks of buildings and factories. Wide roads and wonderfully made overpasses all in the middle of nowhere. I sat in the flight and thought “This was what I was running from, the concrete jungles of China and here I am landing right into one.” The reason I chose Xinjiang as my travel destination was because I wanted to see something very different from the rest of China and I was feeling a bit disappointed in my first impression. The flight landed and I patiently waited for my luggage. As I grabbed them I had a feeling that the luggage handling is no better here compared to India. My tripod was badly bend, the hiking rod was out of the bag, I doubled checked all of them and put it together since none of them were damaged and left for the exit.

Found the airport shuttle to the city, a rather packed one, since the driver was not putting the luggage in the space below I troubled all the fellow passengers and made my way to the last seat of the bus. Tried to explain to the lady conductor where I had to go and asked her to tell me when we reach there, she nodded as if she understood. But I had a feeling that today my Chinese skills are not working well as compared to yesterday. As it turns out she either didn’t understand or she didn’t bother to call out the stop, the lady got off herself somewhere near the stop I was supposed to get off and I was sitting there looking at my Google maps telling me that I am passing by the stop. But since it was China and since I told her I waited for the call that never came. For some reason I felt like asking a fellow passenger about the stop who passed it onto the driver, who told me we passed it. So I got off at the next stop and checked my maps, I am a fair distance away from there. So after crossing the road I tried to flag down a cab to get there, after a few attempts one guy stops, he knows the place so off we go again. This time I am dropped right in front of the hotel. For checking in I called a dear friend to explain to the hotel people that I have a booking. It was not a day for trying my chinese skills further. Checked in, dumped my luggage, freshened up and took some rest.

I wanted to do some exploring and didn’t want to just sit inside the hotel so looked on the map for something interesting nearby. The downtown looked rather close as per the map and saw some mall down there. So decided to walk down there without checking the actual distance. The location of my hotel looked like a rusty old neighborhood. There was nothing appealing to see around. I kept walking; the evening started slowly getting darker. As it started getting darker the real size of the blocks was dawning upon me. The place I wanted to go was a good 6 miles away and I was barely half way. So I walked around to find something to eat and then head back to the base. By now the body was running on fumes, so took a cab back to the hotel, which was a full 4 miles away by now according to the meter. After a rather unproductive evening I decided to call it a day and crash early. Tomorrow I need to plan better and find some cheaper alternatives to stay. After a short chat with my folks to inform that I reached safe and sound I was off to bed.

Day 4
Woke up bright and early at 7.15 am based on my usual habit, only to find outside it’s still total darkness. Then I realized the time difference and the reason why local Uyghur’s use Xinjiang time and not Beijing time. Geographically it is quite far and it does make sense. But this is no time to think such complicated matters, so decided to do something better, cover up and sleep again ;-) Even at 9.30 the day was just dawning. Woke up and did my morning chores and had some breakfast that I picked up the previous evening and sat down to plan my day. Today I have to explore and change my hotel. So as I left the place this time I asked around for city buses so that I don’t do the same stunt like the previous evening. I did check on Google as well before I left the hotel. Armed with the bus numbers and the addresses I was off. It was easy to find the buses and get to the place near a youth hostel that I was looking for. But even though I was very close I couldn’t find the exact place. So asked around for directions using the chinese address, even though the local chinese people didn’t know the place they were determined to help. A lady and a guy they tried their best to find out, still no luck. Then they asked me to look on the street in the back. So some help and an intuitive mind helped me find the place even though the directions were wrong.

Next stop a tour agency that arranges trips to the Northern most lake in Xinjiang called lake Kanas. This is not going to be easy, because Google maps that I was using doesn’t work well in China especially with China Mobile internet and it seemed to be even worse in Xinjiang. So after landing up in the wrong place that had no sign of the office I troubled my friend back in Shenzhen again to help me find the address. She checked on the website of the company and came up with an address in chinese. So after putting it up on Google it showed a place a fair distance away. Walked there so that I can explore the place at the same time. Even at 12.30 in the afternoon the feeling is like 10 am outside. I reach the place and meet a friendly security guard who shows me the way to the office and tells me that since it’s a Saturday the office might be closed but they had a second office on a higher floor that would have people in it. So I get there and checked up with them, but as luck would have it they have stopped all tours to that place for the season because of the weather. So the first setback of my trip, a place that I badly wanted to go is not reachable. Still as I was heading back I was considering doing the trip alone without any agents, there are a few things that I need to put in place for it to happen and I would consider that option once am back at the hotel. Next stop hostel no 2, finding it was not difficult because of the prior research. Google maps was perfect in its directions in Urumqi when it had a proper internet connection. Got on the very impressive and very efficient BRT system in Urumqi to get to the hostel that was right next to a lake; a popular touristy place. The staff was not very friendly, just like I had already read in the reviews. They flatly denied to show me the rooms and when checked about the tours to north they said all are closed due to weather. So I finished there and spend some time at the lake and the park nearby. Very artificial, it’s a kind of place where the local people would spend their week offs. I sat there thinking of the next items on the list and having some fruits for lunch.
Some chores for the trip like banking, refilling phone and shopping for the road was left. By the time I was done with all that it was nearly evening and was getting tired. The inability to use Google services on the move was really making me annoyed as all maps, translate and all my research is on that. Still I found my way back to the hotel by hopping between BRT, walks and some rather crowded buses. When I reached back I realized that the city is pretty big just going to 3-4 places took me a whole day. Now its time to eat, chat with friends & family and sleep. Morning need to check out and move to the hostel and do more research on what I want to do here.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Needs and Wants

We have everything, but not ourselves

We have everything, but not our friends

We have everything, but not our love

We have everything, but not what we want

We ran behind everything, except for what we want


This is what I want, the heart whispered

but where will it take you, the brain hinted

So we left what we want, for what is safe

That’s how we left ourselves


We ran far and wide

Across oceans and seas

for what we thought we need

That’s how we left our friends


The love was too strong,

You felt you’ll never be wrong

But somewhere in that run for the needs

We left the need for our love too


So now we stand here

with all that we thought we’d need

But with nothing,

that we really wanted…

Monday, November 28, 2011

Breeze

The door had just opened,

after way too long

In came a gentle breeze,

for a moment too long

It’s just another breeze he thought


The longer he stood there,

in her gentle grace

The farther he went,

from the rest of the human race

Just then he uttered, “She is different”


The breeze whispered

“I am one, you have never seen”

She was soothing, gentle

and all what he looked for


Finally she was here to stay,

he dared not to say that loud

For the very thought of staying,

might make her want to blow away

So he waited to be certain


It felt great, the small talks

To hear her whisper,

was like music to his ears

He waited too long to hear this,

gentle melody of a breeze


He was certain she is here to stay

That one thought,

had undone it all

For then came a gust from the west

That took her with him and flew east


Then he thought,

A breeze never could stay

or did she really want to ?

He would never know


For now,

she was looking

always the other way…

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Her Pain

She was hurt before,
and she is hurt again
By the very same people,
who cry peace upfront
and fight a shadow war

Her people have got used to this,
time and again they have been hit
By some cowards with no face,
and their cowardly actions

The people who should protect
are too busy squabbling
and eating away her penny
to fill their pockets
that her safety comes later

At least this time around
Pray for those souls,
Who lost their lives
and those poor lives they left behind

Please
Dont be silent,
or be fooled
It’s about time we stand up, and shout

WE WANT ANSWERS
AND SOME ACTION
WE DONT WANT MORE DEAD
WE WONT LET MUMBAI BURN...

Monday, July 11, 2011

Dream

The dream is so fragile

that I don’t dare see,

But I know deep inside

that’s what I want for me


So I kept it locked inside

the depths of my mind,

So much so, that

I even forgot where


I kept searching and searching

each time in vain,

For each time I looked

I didn’t know for what


Then came this day

when it found me,

Came up right to me and said,

“I am what you left behind”


Ever since that day

I kept it right in my heart,

Still too fragile

to show out to the world


One day will come

when I will choose my dream,

Over this world and its

fetters so dear...

Sunday, November 7, 2010

A Flower

She was a simple flower

when he first saw her

he kept passing by her

but never looked at her


Then came a day

when she was not there

and that was the day

when he had it all clear


Now he was seeing it,

the beauty in her

that he had

failed to notice


He searched for her

all around,

and to his relief

she was just right around


Now he was sure

he’ll never let go

of a real beauty

whom he almost let go


Her beauty was no skin deep,

it was a glow from within

Her fragrance was like,

a sweet smile on her face


No one knew it,

better than him

For that lit him up

on the worst of his days


She was the smile

that he wore on his face

Hers was the hand

that lifted him some days


She taught him

how to love others

and to live for them

but asked nothing for it


His life was his lesson

she taught him that

‘coz she had seen it

closer than any had


For all this he had

only his love in return

The love of a friend,

a life time of it


He wished to pluck

and keep her for himself

so that he could

give her a life time of love


But the thorns around

wouldn't just let him

For she was a flower

not just for him

But for many like and unlike him...

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Friends...

We meet a lot on the way

We lose another on the way

Some leave an impression

While others leave a depression


All that’s left are the memories,

of the times that we were together

That keeps us alive,

in this mad mad world


The memories of the lost ones

and the time spend with the new ones

Some are just friends

while some are friends forever...