Confession

I have always wanted to

I have had many a chance

The moment I am about to do it

Something happens, that just stops me

I don’t know what might happen,

If at all I spit it out

And I also wonder if I ever will

This is the story of my unsaid confession

The confession that I always wanted to make,

And I never did

But now I wonder if it ever would make a difference

For the one that is late, is as good as none…

I can

I wanted it so badly

I tried for that too

But may be there was a bit more in me

That I could have used to get there

But when they broke the news that

I didn’t make it, it broke me

I came back with a heavy heart

And a heavy backpack

That felt all the more heavier

I was almost getting over it

But now again it’s haunting me

But am sure to get back

Better armed and ready

To show them that I can

Or may to show to myself that I can

For this was one dream that

I had given up some time back

I don’t want to do that again

Give up with out trying…

Late…

Your heart beats for her

But she never knows

Your mind yearns for her

But she never knew

Your soul waits for her

But she will never know

Because you never did

Tell her what you felt

For the fear of loosing

You held it to your self

It wouldn’t make a difference now

‘coz she had already,

Given all these to someone else

And it’s a fact that

You can give this only once

This time you where just plain late…