Why…still…love…

She asks me why do I

still help her

still stand by her

still listen to all her crap

I look into myself and ask

why do you help ?

why do you stand by ?

why do you listen ?

I know only one answer

I love her…because…because…

No, there is no cause

I just love her

My love for her has no reason

My love for her has no logic

My love for her has no cause

My heart said and I just did

Love her…

When the world around and

she herself says its not worth it

My heart asks why not ?

For it’s impossible to convince it

with logic or reason

It can’t be taught

It can’t be forced

To forget or let go

For she was my true first

I have seen it in her eyes too

and that makes it more difficult

to forget and let go

or give up,

‘coz she is all that you wanted ‘once’…

Sleepless

I let her know that my heart beats for her

But for some reason she always brushed me off

I thought her heart was yearning for someone else

But I knew that someone never learned her value

The fall out was terrible,

She had gone in so much that,

She found it near to impossible to come out

She was in too deep to pull her out

I tried my best,

But all my love couldn’t pull her out

She never saw or never heard

How much my heart beats for her

For she was too messed up to look my way

The way out she found was,

reckless and painful,

She never cared as to what happened to her

and she never knew what happened to the ones who did

My heart wept and my heart bled

But all the while she slept,

without closing her eyes

I never slept in those nights

For her sleepless nights was also mine

And how can I sleep when she couldn't...